Eccentric,
Dec. 18th, 2011 | 02:10 pm
mood:
sore
I don't know how people work out the percentages on how locked their Livejournal is.
Mine,
It's Partially Locked.
Mine,
It's Partially Locked.
♡
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I WANT A BB, SO I CAN BBM YOU!
Mar. 17th, 2010 | 10:47 am
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I miss you being with you almost everynight. By the river.
Jan. 2nd, 2010 | 11:30 am
mood:
ditzy
music: Big girl ( you are beautiful )
Waiting for last NR, chat, chill, hear you sing how you wna be blue, green, mean and anything I like.
Or waiting for Old Man to send us home.
I miss being with you under your block.
Smoking & gossiping about any of your neighbour that passes by.
OR.
At night by the playground,
You’d be all warmed up by my great big hug.
Still smoking.
Under the dome.
On our way to work/out/MRT.
Still smoking.
Have you forgotten about me?
" Goodnight Rica, love you."
And I still hear your husky voice in my head.
How about our window shopping trips around our world and fighting with each other,
"NO, I LOVE YOU MORE!"
The way you held my arms, Girl.
And skipping church just to chill around and movies at weird random places.
You'd say,
" You're the only one I wake up so early for!"
When your early meant 11 AM.
Not that early Babe.
Those times where we can go anywhere not doing anything just because we have each other,
What happened?
Am I too boring for you now?
Am I less awesome now?
Is everything that Phi said about me proven correct?
Because Babe,
Every time we meet, it's so long after another one.
I, no longer see you almost very night.
I, no longer meet you for church.
I, no longer hear you singing for me,
No more movies at random timings.
No more I love you more.
No more under your blocks.
No more big warm hugs.
No more us,
It's like "U and I".
Separated by "jklmnopqrst"
But we're separated by so much more.
Time,
Friends.
Things ain't the same.
And I do not like it.
I've ask you this a thousand times (exaggerated).
How's Christmas and New Year without me?
I miss you,
BLOOOODY BITCH.
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The end of Blogspot and Livejournal.
Sep. 8th, 2009 | 02:29 am
I am deleting my BS AND LJ.
);
I wanted to keep my LJ,
But I don't wna be updated on your life based on your LJ/BS.
Why don't you give me a call,
Send me a text to tell me you've been missing me and update me instead.
I haven't really been updating my LJ,
So I've decided to delete it two days from now.
It's quite meaning less to keep this going.
);
Because I've found
a new love.
TUMBLR!
BYE GUYS!
:D
);
I wanted to keep my LJ,
But I don't wna be updated on your life based on your LJ/BS.
Why don't you give me a call,
Send me a text to tell me you've been missing me and update me instead.
I haven't really been updating my LJ,
So I've decided to delete it two days from now.
It's quite meaning less to keep this going.
);
Because I've found
a new love.
TUMBLR!
BYE GUYS!
:D
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Speechless.
Sep. 7th, 2009 | 02:06 am
mood:
drained
I have a lot to say about family
and how friends are.
And how they link,
And how each play apart
or in this case did not play apart,
In my life,
But I am so tired.
I speechless.
God must save me.
Tonight,
I needed someone.
But I don't know who to turn to.
So I turn to Him and said.
Just take it all away.
I am freakg strong.
Do you know that?
No one knows I am in pain,
Even after I tell them,
The first thing that would pop into your mind:
Really? But you seemed so happy.
Iz, this is my dark side.
I am so freakg weak.
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Would you be there?
Aug. 31st, 2009 | 01:03 am
I've reached a point where by nothing in my life mattered anymore.
All my relationship's ruin,
And I am not doing anything to mend it,
What am I doing?
Shutting my doors at everyone.
Anyone who wants to to be close to me,
I quickly ask them out and shut the door.
That is what had been happening now in my life.
"The one I love the most, shuts her door at me when I needed her the most. Then I realise the ugly truth about this Earth. Everyone is just being human beings. When they say they'll be there for you, trust me they are lying. Even the closest ones to you. Just don't, don't keep trying, make me miss you. One day I might turn back and look, and if you're still standing behind me, I know you're worth the keep. You texted me, and I know, you're still here. I miss you, Dad. But you know I won't admit it. I won't say it to you. Then, you might be thinking, why am I posting this? Well, I just want you to know, the day when God tell me to turn back, I know. I believe. You'll still be there. Waiting for me, Daddy.
♡ love you Dad,"
-Ricadonna.
-clicking sound on my keypad.
"Love"
-Click,
//Back,
//Delete.
I don't have the courage to reply: Love you.
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God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
Aug. 18th, 2009 | 11:07 pm
I wanted to text you to
tell you how happy I am ,
But forget it,
tell you how happy I am ,
But forget it,
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
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);
Aug. 16th, 2009 | 04:50 am
Pretending not to care.
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Aug. 7th, 2009 | 12:26 am
location: Home.
mood:
chipper
I am so happy to be in Your presence.
It's going one week ever since I went back with You.
Now I know this is eternity.
I know how much You love me.
Why don't you teach me how to love You the way You love me?
I met Gusti on Tuesday.
:D
I thought I was weird because I get whinny when I am sleepy.
But have you seen a guy whinning when he's sleepy?
Cuter than me.
(;
And every time he's sleepy,
He asks me:
"Would you be my GF?"
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHH,
Cute,
I love you Goose TEHHH, WHINER.
Now,
My life:
Nothing,
BUT YOU,
School,
Touch,
Daddy.
I am seeing Daddy tmrw,
And Sunday,
She's gna bring her HOT BF,
And we're going to church.
Our new obession.
We're so in love,
We every time we meet,
We always talk about God.
We never once,
Not texted each other,
Talking about something else.
And it's great to have Daddy.
Why?
Because people in MI don't understand,
Because she wants to talk about God as much as I want to.
Because we're so in love with God.
And because no one around me understand how is it like to be in love with God.
And I don't want to annoy everyone around me about my new Love.
I don't like it that you don't know God and you judge God.
I can't stop thinking about Him,
I can't stop talking about Him,
I can't wait to be with Him.
Oh my God,
I am so in love.
I need a cell group,
TOO.
It's going one week ever since I went back with You.
Now I know this is eternity.
I know how much You love me.
Why don't you teach me how to love You the way You love me?
I met Gusti on Tuesday.
:D
I thought I was weird because I get whinny when I am sleepy.
But have you seen a guy whinning when he's sleepy?
Cuter than me.
(;
And every time he's sleepy,
He asks me:
"Would you be my GF?"
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHH,
Cute,
I love you Goose TEHHH, WHINER.
Now,
My life:
Nothing,
BUT YOU,
School,
Touch,
Daddy.
I am seeing Daddy tmrw,
And Sunday,
She's gna bring her HOT BF,
And we're going to church.
Our new obession.
We're so in love,
We every time we meet,
We always talk about God.
We never once,
Not texted each other,
Talking about something else.
And it's great to have Daddy.
Why?
Because people in MI don't understand,
Because she wants to talk about God as much as I want to.
Because we're so in love with God.
And because no one around me understand how is it like to be in love with God.
And I don't want to annoy everyone around me about my new Love.
I don't like it that you don't know God and you judge God.
I can't stop thinking about Him,
I can't stop talking about Him,
I can't wait to be with Him.
Oh my God,
I am so in love.
I need a cell group,
TOO.
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God is not a cosmic bell-boy for whom we can press a button to get things done.
Aug. 2nd, 2009 | 08:44 pm
Boy,
You need to grow up.
You need to grow up.